Tagged....

4 shows I like to watch:
1. The Good Wife
2. Amazing Race (new season starts February 14th)
3. Biggest Loser
4. Grey's Anatomy

4 things I am passionate about:
1. My boys
2. My friends
3. My family
4. Living life

4 phrases I say a lot:
1. Pinky Swear
2. Give me a minute
3. Are you serious?!
4. If you say so


4 things I have learned, or am learning:
1. Words are just words
2. Patience
3. Forgiveness
4. Not everything needs to be under my control!

4 places I would like to go:
1. Australia
2. England (home)
3. Las Vegas
4. Mexico

4 things I did yesterday:
1. Register for School
2. Cleaned
3. Went to my mom's
4. Text

4 things I am looking forward to:
1. Starting school
2. Being happy again
3. Going out with Stacey again
4. Life being normal again

4 things on my wish list:
1. New Cell Phone
2. Good grades
3. Happiness
4. Purses

4 people I tag:
1. Amanda
2. Heather
3. Stacey
4. Anyone else who thinks it is fun!

School...

Well, I am going back to school. Never thought I ever would but being out of work has opened my eyes and it is the best thing for me. Yeah, I will be putting myself in debt with student loans but I think in the long run it will be worth it. I am changing my whole career field also. So I am going to go and get my Associates of Arts in Healthcare with a concentration of Medical Records. Wish me luck!!!

Amazed

It amazes me how many people in my live tell me that they are there for me but really aren't. I guess you really know who your friends are when times are tough. My question is why say something you don't mean. I understand that everyone has a busy life and has things going on in it but come on. How hard is it to pick up a phone and just say "Hi how are you" even if it is through a text. I don't want nor need friends who only want to be friends when things are good or when they want something. I don't ask much from my friends and I have always been one to do for my friends no matter what my situation but I am now realizing who my TRUE friends are and let me tell you I am pretty disappointed not to mention hurt. Why should I care about them if they don't care about me?? Oh yeah, cause I have a heart. I guess I could say something to them directly but why would I want someone to feel like they HAVE to do something or feel sorry for me.

My First Blog

So people always tell me that I should write down how I feel to help me. I suffer from Bi Polar ~ Manic Depression. I am not too sure how this will work for me but I am willing to give it a shot. I may not post on here everyday but then again I may feel that this actually does help me. As for today, it is a start. I have been very depressed the last couple days so I thought I would get this started. I guess we will see......